i do not want to talk about Ds references in Bible (though there are many), i do not want to discuss if God is male or Female (probably both, as he created both Adam and Eve in his own image), i want to share my thoughts of love. The love i am experiencing is so huge and overwhelming and unlimited and strangely enough the only literal description close enough to my feelings i have found in writings of medieval mystics... Disappointed by fellow people they were looking for God, for perfect being, for somebody worthy of their unconditional love. They replaced earthly love with love to God and called it greater, and true and perfect... They were unable to find pleasure and joy in this world so they were looking for ecstasy in eternity. i think i can understand them, the power of love is so mighty...
But i am lucky, so unbelievably lucky, i can dedicate my love to the Woman, to the most gorgeous Woman i have ever met, to my Mistress. And all the pain they went through on their mystic way i can enjoy directly from HER beautiful hands. And all my despair and all my love i can lie at HER lovely feet right now. And i do not need any visions, i can drown in HER deep eyes right now. And i can see HER and i can feel HER right now. And i can be with HER now... i can give myself to HER. Oh, Goddesses, you are so gracious! Thank YOU Mistress, thank YOU for everything.
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