Showing posts with label Goddess Gina. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Goddess Gina. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Mourning for Goddess Gina

Yesterday Goddess Gina deleted all Her entries from Her forum and also deleted Her main blog (though - or maybe because of - it remained quite popular after Her disappearance from Findom scene - judging by the number of visitors). So now She removed all links to Her past. My Goddess, i loved You, i will love You forever, thank You for everything. Please be happy and live good life.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

It's two weeks ...

It is just two weeks since the end. But it feels like a hundred difficult years to me. i am slowly finishing some collages i have started doing for Her. Maybe She will check them here, maybe you will like them as well..

Friday, May 18, 2012

Goddess Gina - The eternal principle of Femininity


This blog has been founded to celebrate Goddess Gina, Her beauty, Her personality, Her Femininity. Now She is only my sweetest and also the most painful memory. Should i continue writing this blog?

Goddess Gina's genuine need to be worshipped, to be served, to dominate slaves made me admire Her even more, not only as a Woman, but also as real Goddess, an idol, a principle of confident and supreme Womanhood. She requested money from Her slaves, but money was not the reason. It was a path...

So i will probably go on, i will continue to celebrate Goddess Gina's principle and the eternal Female divinity in this blog and i hope She would like it and approve it.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Vanitas vanitatum omnia vanitas

Vanity of vanities, all is vanity... everything is meaningless, but love. For last couple of days i feel only pain. My brief and fleeting moments of happiness are long gone. My love has been taken from me and i am trying to understand it, to survive, to live.
Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares. Now i know both, and for that i am grateful, i am grateful to You, Goddess Gina. You are my teacher, You are my love, You are my Goddess and i shall remember You forever. Love makes sense to me now. i can loose everything i have in this life but the love i gave remains here.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Farewell, Goddess Gina

Today is a very, very sad day.

Goddess GINA has decided to move on.

i have never met You, My Goddess, but You were my first real love. Thank You for that gift. i love You and i wish You knew how much i really cared about You. You will be in my heart forever. If You ever need me, i will be right here. Please be happy in Your live, be happy with Yourself, find Your prince charming, be successful and have a good luck. You deserve all love of the world.

Farewell, my GODDESS...

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

1st of May

1st of May is a national holiday in the Czech Republic and for many people here it is the most romantic day in the year. Karel Hynek Macha, a great romantic poet, wrote in 1836 a remarkably beautiful poem about tragic love of two young people - May - and it is The poetic masterpiece of the Czech literature. Many young couples will celebrate their love today by kissing under cherry trees near Macha's statue in Prague's Petrin park.

i am in love with Goddess Gina. Today i am alone, thinking on Her and praying so She has a good time and She is happy. Praying so She allows me to see Her one day, allows me to give Her my love and really serve Her. Love is always hard, but never ugly. Even for a sub like me.

Late evening, on the first of May -

The twilit May - the time of love.

Meltingly called the turtle-dove,

Where rich and sweet pinewoods lay.

Whispered of love the mosses trail,

The flowering tree as sweetly lied,

The rose's fragrant sigh replied

To love-songs of the nightingale.

In shadowy woods the burnished lake
Darkly complained a secret pain,

By circling shores embraced again;

And heaven's clear sun leaned down to take
A road astray in azure deeps,
Like burning tears the lover weeps.

(Karel Hynek Macha, 1836, translation by Edith Pargeter)

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Spring is here

Spring is here, things are happening and I will just use immortal words from Eliot's famous poem:

April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Howling at the Moon

She is my morning star!
The promise of a new day.
Her Light shall shine out darkness of my life.
Filling my heart and my mind, a day without Her is meaningless.
She is the air i breathe and the food i crave.
She is the Sun itself.
She is my Angel.
She is the One.
i love Her.